It isn’t about doing it right. It’s about exploring. (Adriene, Yoga with Adriene, ‘Reuniting with your breath’, YouTube.)
Jung – synchronisation. A coincidence occurs. It can seem eerily uncanny. Coincidences are where the outside world comes together with your inner concern. It is a non-causal way to get around the world.
I translate that as ‘follow your instinct’.
I tap into a vein of anger.
I meditate and it engages.
I stop, pick up my pen. What was in my mind dissipates as vapour. I can’t catch it. But catch it I must – I must let that out.
I break rules.
I knew it.
I try not to say it all but here it comes.
What I read:
Karl Ove Knausgaard.
Enid Blyton . . .
But where do I stop this list?
No. This stuff comes into the body of the text or in comments or – even – emails.
Do I include ‘The Newspaper’ in that?
It’s all grist to the mill.