They have missed their chance, and should they stumble across me now, they would find me in a place they wouldn’t have expected me to be.
I have changed.
The truth is – I don’t know if I would want to see them again – Pearl. And Dean.
These days, I might not be able to hold back that mountain of anger.
Oh, don’t mind me – I’m just chatting away, you know.
Hey – I’m just getting started.
I’ve just watched the Chemical Brothers’ Glastonbury (2019) performance on the television catch-up – wow!
Check it out!
Don’t miss it!
If you are a naive person, it will help you be less naive!
Who was on when I was actually there – all those years ago?
I can’t remember.
They say if you can remember, you weren’t there.
I probably saw Keith Flint, but I wouldn’t remember.
I’m not worrying too much what I put here at the moment.
And now that I am so far, I need to see where to move from where I am now – nothing sudden – because I have known that this is deliberate – on their separate parts – Pearl. And Dean – each of them – a deliberate keeping-away.
There is a potential path to Pearl. And Dean – deep between those mountain ranges, but I – haven’t been able to take it, so far – I have felt that I haven’t the strength – and – I feel stronger now, but is that enough?
I need to be careful.
No. I do not pursue, not one inch, people who have deliberately hidden themselves from me, got away from my view.
I am clearer now – this is about seeing, vision.
They, individually, don’t want to see them [sic].